Wednesday, January 09, 2008

okay.
TIRED.
ever like since school started.
lots of things are like bothering me lah.
and fuck, i hate it.

i think im getting sick again.
my throat is like starting to hurt a little.
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i dont like it.

&.. maybe i should just using vulgarities.
because i think im using too much of it.
and yes.

1) My family is like in a mess now.
everything at home is sucky now.
and i dread going home.
it's like so quiet.
mummy and daddy is like still not talking.
he doesnt even like come home to eat now.
he doesnt even talk to me.

2) school is getting kinda stressful..
and tiring
lots of homework and stuff.
ssp is like coming up next week.
and i have to do up the class notice board because i have been appointed
as the darn secretary.
'HAHA'
all thanks to veronica's mom.
what the hell.
just ended the tourism course.
tiring.
reach home so late each day,
anyway..
good also.
going to have the principal's address tomorrow.

3) everyone is like hating me because i broke up with jerome i guess.
they dont like my new bf
cos they think he's sooooo not good for me.
he's really a sweetheart to me.
i need my own space yea.
everyone is like also asking..
why did you break up?
why?
why?
why?
your new boyfriend sucks lah..
why you stead with such a guy..
and etc.
can you guys gimme a break?
like just stop talking bout it?
please?
i have my own choice lah.
stop commenting on my life and get on with yours.
it's not like im insulting people or what lah.
it's just that..
aiya, i dunno how to say.
gimme support or something?
please?!

4) I dont seem to understand my science.
especially physics.
like thank you ah miss ting.
your lessons are so great.
i dont understand a ahit you are teaching.
im gonna fail my science this year.
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chem is hard too.

5) school rules.
RULES.
mdm lau thinks my shirt is oversize.
and she complained to mrs wong.
and yea.
she's expects me to wear a second hand shirt.
like no?
im so not going to do that.
im gonna ask aunty to alter it or just help me to do something with my shirt.
IM NOT GOING TO EXCHANGE BLOUSES WITH
THE DAMN SCHOOL.
NOT.
i rather waste money and buy new ones.
and please stop complaining about my hair and confiscating my earsticks.


ARGH.
i need a life man.
this suck.
suck.
change my life please.
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this is not great..
at all..

wont be posting that often already.
because of school.
i wanna study and get good grades lah.
i dont wanna end up in ITE.
im happy that i can understand maths now.
YAY!
:]
i will do better.

& dear ginger, get well soon lah.
laughed like siao today.
WAHHAHA.
*hahaha. wenbin's a MAN*
*in some accent*
ROFL.
sleepy already.
i think im gonna like call jay for a while.
and then baby.
and sleep.
school's tiring.
bye now.
and oh ya, will post photos up for the tourism thingy soon.
i've lots of them.
nights.

-im starting to trip,
im losing my grip,
when im in this thing alone..