tired, disappointed, fucked up, pathetic, crap, foolish, angry and sad
didnt know how disappointed i felt at all
im dying and struggling inside
not only just pure disappointment but so sad and angry
dont know what to do when im walking home alone
i felt so alone and helpless
this is the first time i ever felt this way
so why cant you just understand?
drenched in tears as i went on
i didnt want to tolerate anymore so i did what i did
i didnt really felt the comfort, you didnt really comfort me
yes, you gave me reasons
but i didnt want to hear all that
i wanna feel it
feel the love that you have for me, but no
i felt so much that i dont want to feel anymore
tired as i really am
i wanna close myself up
im screwed up

yes, with regrets
i didnt gain, i lost
i broke my own heart, i hurt myself and others
why..?

please understand
you said you were trying
but i really cant see it
i needed you at times but you werent there
time was delayed and i didnt get to see any sight of you
is it so hard just to know what i want?

breathless and speechless
here i go, im sorry baby
i know i aint perfect
im not fair
i want to forget but i cant
i tried but it didnt work out
but it all ended once again
no i didnt get to see you today
not yesterday nor the day before yesterday
feeling disappointed

im gonna stop for now
i dont want to continue
i hate myself for being this way

im sorry, &
yes, we shall go back to normal
i will try my very best
because i dont wanna feel like shit again
neither do you

but it made me realised though
maybe you dont need me as much as i do