Life is so fragile.
Granny, 74, passed away.
I was like utterly shocked by the news that granny was gone.
I saw her, 2 weeks ago, at the hospital.
I thought she was finally able to go home today, late in the afternoon.
She was gone, even before i knew and even before i saw her for the last time.
Oh man so damn sad lah. don't even know how to explain.
Just today, ): so sudden. :/
I wasn't exactly always there for her.
But when granny always had something nice, she did keep it for us.
She cooked the best food ever, but i didn't get to taste it after she fell ill with sicknesses like heart problems and diabeties (how do you spell that) and was too weak to do anything. She went in and out of the hospital because she was always breathless.
Yet everyone was still thinking abut their money and their selfishness at times when granny was so ill, they were unwilling to like pay and look after her.
I wish that i can do something for her, but i can never anymore.
i dunno how to like express myself to show her that love her, i don't live with her and stuff. I only see her at most only once a week, every sunday.
She just pass away like that. Oh my. I dont know how to say sia. I dont dare to cry cos im scared if i cry, others will too and vice versa,
Thanks baby and siaopo for like asking me if im okay and stuff like that.
I never experienced something like that before, my paternal grandparents passed away before i was even borned. So i didn't know what's like to lose someone dear to me. Now, something like that has happened, it's hard to face up to reality and the feeling is awful.
Everyone in my household is like feeling damn down now. Guess that everything will be fine soon.
I will miss her and hope that she will be happy wherever she is now.
Granny, so long..