growing up pains

yar, i know im being very emoz this days. yet i dunno what's wrong with me. i think i might end up in am asylum soon, cannot take it. projects projects projects, assignments and assignments non-stop. slacking makes me guilty but i still cant help but slack. design school is simply torturing. can i quit like her? haisss. i wasted too much money and time on this lah. what a sad life. nothing's been going on well for me right now. or for the past few days lah ): well, at least i still got my awesome friends and my anniversary with baby is coming soon. sometimes, i'm afraid i cant hold out any longer. this is just not me lah, at times. can someone save me, yar im just ranting i dont expect anyone to save me :/ okay this gonna be the longest post everz recently. it's been long. i miss everyone. i just realised that i havent been spending enough alone time with myself. i hate it. please, make life get better. sometimes, it's not worth it lah. can i stop being sooooo, okay idk how to say. i wanna be happy and not sad ):