pardon me if i digress or something.
or i might suddenly just think so something just totally random.
im just posting on whatever i feel at this moment.
i miss the old times. but time cant be turned back.
we all have to look ahead.
true.
but cannot help but feel nostalgic thou.. at times.
why do people have to be pretentious all the time?
can't they be honest, or at least express their thoughts?
the world seriously have enough of such people.
and some girls are just so tough to handle.
girls are such _____ creatures.
the blank is there, cos idk what i am supposed to put.
i can't find a apt word for it.
i think girls are one of the most scariest living things alive.
they can just do like.. seriously scary things.
whether for revenge or etc.
yea yea, imma girl too.
i know.
k, some of you already know what's happening so far.
i wouldn't wanna answer them ya know.
so sick of it.
sometimes, i wish i weren't that close to you.
you make me afraid, that i will lose something that i hold on dearly onto.
the fact is, we shouldn't be that close anyway.
circumstances wouldn't allow us.
im afraid and confused.
i miss the innocence of us being kids.
we all know too much.
some, which is, too much for our own good.
and i feel like im missing out alot of things.
in alot of ways.
i should be able to strive for my future.
but all in all, im lazy.
im afraid to take on new chances.
i scared i wouldnt be able to adapt in new environments.
and the way which my parents controls me, i doubt i will get anything much done.
what i think/feel is not equivalent to what they think and what's their expectations of me.
i am beginning to feel old these days.
all the aching here and there.
being old makes me scared.
i cant even bear the thoughts of my love ones passing away.
im too afraid.
im too afraid of many things.
im not what you people think i am.
im not perfect, i think i have plenty, plenty of flaws.
k, im not emoing pwease.
just thinking alot suddenly.
it's been a long time since i did so.
anyway!
i keep getting hungry man.
what's wrong with me.
i am fat enough already T.T
i wanna be model thin.
which i think it's impossible according to the way i eat.
i wanna eat and eat.
never wanna exercise.
omg. bad bad bad!
thing is, i eat abit i full.
and i keep getting hungry at wrong wrong times!
holy nuggets.
and to some of my dearest people.
we need to meet up and have some serious heart to heart talks!
we've all been pretty busy with our lives.
agree yeah?
time to have time for each other soon.
i haven't been studying!
omg!
exams starting!
one more weeks away *shrieks*
have to start.
REAL soon.
woah, long post man.
hello baby is so kewt! wo xi huan.
note: everyone should live for ourselves! :)