Monday, October 11, 2010

gone like the wind?

i miss the old harupa.
everything was much btr back then
cant believe i'm missing you.
idk but i think you are gone

nvm, i will get over it.
i will.
i will.
i will.

you wouldn't be reading this anyway.
i hope i'm just assuming you don't care?
you and i said bye and it's really a goodbye?
you dont even bother to come and somehow talk to me again?
wtf is that.
aiya i just dont mean anything.
anything at all man.
really.
cannot say i think too much.
you made me think over and over again.
ugh idk.

i got the feel to MIA.
-.-

okay i have to stay strong.
cant believe im so fucking weak.
wah i nvr felt this weak, okay maybe i did.

#$%^&*( im bullshitting already

sorry for all the emo nemo posts.
i only have this place to rant
cos i keep everything to myself until i suffocate
a quite fucked up habit
no one knows about my problems
no one
i hope i dont break down
nah, i doubt i will? idkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i dont even knw myself
and i shouldnt miss anything
at all

i will be back.
all i have is a week more.
okay 6 days.
i will come back, strong :)
i hope.
maybe im just pms-ing.