nothing is going smoothly.
L's not in a perfect mood either.
my horoscope seems fucking sucky for today
i dont want his-fucking-tory to repeat it self.
i have been pissed several times this effing yr cos of cb projects
it's been pretty bad
i rather more work, less involvement in arguments
doing things individual can be way better.
i lost one of my fav bracelets ):
this means one thing, things have changed
you and i
things are totally diff now
i complained to you ytd about something
i got ignored
nice
i try to be the nicest friend i can be
i try to help if i can, talk sense into you, give advice etc
be a listening ear
but i cant be the best im not perfect,
i can be rude, abit kp when i talk, vulgar abit, abit siao sometimes
i try to be caring, thou i may not be caring enough
but i can fucking tell you all that i fucking care
i hate arguments
so i will be the peacemaker
even if i fucking buaysong, i also wont show
i just try to keep it in and forget about it
please sometimes try to not take me for granted and im sensitive la ok
words hurt but i just sweep it off or pretend not to hear it
i have an attitude also what
i can show but i choose not to if not the world will be chaos
everyday quarrel only la
i really really dont like the way you guys talk sometimes la but i never say anything only
if you know me well enough you will know
but somehow i doubt anyone does
thats why i always think i don't have a fucking best friend
im fucking pissed and angsty not happy dont fucking read ok
im knn de stress but i don't know what the fuck im stressing about
and my parents are getting on my nerves
RIGHT NOW
i need a comforting friend
no one will read this now anyway
fml for now bye
i hope everyone will just fuck off right now
k bye