something is wrong with me
sigh
sometimes i just want to act like a spoilt brat
be pampered and everything
havent felt like this since forever
i hate pretending
it's like you have to be nice when you dont feel like it
i cant just simply ruin people's mood because i feel like bullshit that day right
or something like that
well come on who doesnt pretend?
i have met a few scheming people
as in really scheming
wtf man
just give me one day to feel like a princess will do
i get to eat whatever i want
i dont have to think about money
i just chauffeured to wherever i want
i dont have to think about other people's feelings
i just shop all i want
i get to do what i want
sick of people telling me what to do
sick of seeing people's faces
sick of being constrained
sick of feeling fucked up
here's one shitty thing about me
i cant seem to confide in others about my problems
not even my sister, not even my bf
no nobody
i wonder if there's something wrong with me seriously
maybe i need some character building
everything gets so bottled up sometimes i just wanna give up
anyway i dont think anyone really bothers or cares
i always seem like im problem-less anyway
im just a girl who has many complaints
ugh, fuck this shit
and time for my body clock to go back to normal
if not when school starts = ggfied.