it's feel like i'm being left behind.
i'm not being petty or what.
it's just that who likes this feeling?
you get that?
this tinge of unfairness feeling inside me.
i'm not being skeptical, i'm not being sensitive.
i definitely have prove to say so?
it goes way back.
yeah, i know it's unfair at all too for L sometimes because i cannot declare and make it official with him because of my parents?
now my mom knows about it.
i tried, trust me.
my parents, esp my dad is super traditional and very protective.
how the hell am i supposed to break the news?
either i'll risk getting kicked off of the house or i will have to break this r/s.
sucks to be me.
back to prove.
i really really don't wanna say anything or what.
it's just bottled up inside me.
i have to find some place to release it.
i'm uncomfortable to tell someone so much, i'm only good at writing it out.
until i find a way to make a post private, till then