Monday, February 27, 2012

I Have to Tell Myself All the Time, Change Is the Only Constant

Yes, change is constant. I hate it, but I have to accept it. Face it, change is the only constant. People change, friends change, relationships change, characters change, places change. Yes everything changes.

Life hasn't been at it's best. But okay I will accept it. Nothing good will last forever. It's true.

Been feeling not so good about some stuff. Shall not write much and hopefully the feeling will past. Starting to change my opinion of you and that's very bad. You mean something to me so I definitely don't want anything bad to happen. I will try to forget what I can forget. To be honest, this kinda things are kinda hard to forget. Deep down, every one just buries some bad memory somewhere and will dig it out again some day. Doubt you will contact me anyway since it's the holidays. I will be surprised if you'd do so. I'm not exactly the closest to you.

Been staying home quite often, which I kinda like. Peaceful, time passes slowly and I can feel free to do anything I want.

Don't we all miss being younger? We don't think half as much we think now. Maybe like some lame stuff about how you want to style your hair tomorrow or whatsoever. We grow older, people pass us by. Friends come and go. Feelings change. Nothing seems 'fun' anymore. Lots of responsibility to shoulder. We start to see clearly what the society is about and hell yes, it's cruel.

And it sucks to know that nobody is here when you need them. Cruel, cold world.