I ever felt like getting married. Never ever I ever felt this way. I feel like I'm still young and I shouldn't get married. But this relationship feels different. I don't know in a good or bad way. But still... I always feel that I won't get married so young, and I don't want to. I'm a playful person, can't support myself for nuts, I'm still childish. But with you, I feel like I can foresee the future. It's scary. Really, because I'm never like that. Never. I'm serious in my relationship, but nothing that serious. Now, it just scares the balls outta me to grow up. I'm actually really scared to bear any responsibilities.